|The best New Years
||[янв. 1, 2007|11:59 pm]
It was everything I wanted it to be.|
She came, and I had a hug for her the size of the world. was I nervous with a household of friends? YES. But I took her cold hand in mine and led her in through the front door. Those who were there looked on with smiles and my smile in return was weak and I know I was shaking. We weaved our way through legs and chairs to the dining room, we made it. UNTIL..." Brianna, can we show everyone your quilt now?" uhhh.. shaky voice " yeah, let me..uh go grab it" ....I brought it, stretched it, showed it and folded it neatly back up and set it on the stairs.
My hand on her shoulder I guided her towards the door to the basement, where I has LOTR 3 set up.
We sat. She drew her knees up onto the fouton and I reclined against them, wishing I still had her hand in mine but not having enough nerve to pick it back up again.
She knew, she knew I wanted to kiss her and she knew how badly I wanted it. How did she know? oh , I was a dumbass and let it slip the night before in a text. Midnight came around. Yes it came around. And she knew, and I dreaded it because I have no backbone whatsoever.
"Happy New Years" she said, I smiled knowing I should be kissing her. I knew that if I didnt kiss her while it was still 12 exactly...it wouldnt be right and I would have failed...again. Like the last time I saw her. So it goes, it was like I was watching a movie. I leaned over to her, and she smiled, so I kissed her. Not once but twice.
I sat back down shaking. I was so nervous.
So time passed and she held me as we watched LOTR 3. And I even worked up the nerve to kiss her a couple more times. It was the best New Years...but little did I know it would get so much better. The clock rolled around and after LOTR I put in Breakin... it was 4 a.m when I realized how badly I wanted her to stay the night, so she did.
And we pulled blankets from the cupboards and spooned until we fell asleep haha.
I woke up with her arm around me...I lay there enjoying the feeling of being with someone. She said she would leave around 4. which turned to 7 where we came to an agreement that 10pm would work much better.
btw .... Gandalf is gay...the actor, in real life is gay.